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Christmas time is here. I know because they've been playing Christmas musac on the radio. Retailers have had Christmas stuff in the stores since before Thanksgiving.
The normally empty parking lots are packed with
cars. The neighbor’s houses are adorned with lights and the street now glows
from dusk to dawn with twinkling lights. And these are just a few signs that it’s
that time of year again. For most of us, this time of year signals a frenzy of
activity. Parties, shopping, baking, wrapping—the list is endless. Unless you’re
me these days…Christmas time is here. I know because they've been playing Christmas musac on the radio. Retailers have had Christmas stuff in the stores since before Thanksgiving.
When I wrote about being emptied, I promised to write about with
what and how I chose to fill my life back up. I talked about intentionality. What
I really should have said is how hard it
is not to fill every empty space you’ve cleared in your life! It’s what we
do, how we’re wired, what our culture say’s we need. And at this time of year
it is especially difficult to keep it simple.
I’ve pared Christmas down to a much simpler event over the last
two years. I have to say I enjoy it more this way. Less stress for sure. For
example, I will not be sending cards or a letter this year. I don’t know the
last time I haven’t written a letter. But I felt this need to paint a painting
and have cards made. Because that’s what real artists do. It’s what I’ve always
done. It’s a tradition. They’re good right??
Usually I start way before the season, scouting ideas for a
painting. It always seemed to be hard to find inspiration. I think there was
this pressure I put on myself to have a better painting than the year before. I
have a folder with every Christmas card I’ve ever made. There are over 15 years’
worth of cards in that folder. I am also probably the only woman who changes
out half the art on her walls and puts up Christmas art!! That’s how long this
has been going on!!
In an attempt to simplify my life, I decided not to do a card—and
suddenly all I could see were the paintings I could paint! Everywhere there was inspiration. So I
decided not to throw the baby out with the bath water. I can paint paintings
and not make cards, why not? Who says we
have to do all this stuff? (well, I did.
This was my thing and my rules-so I can break them right?)
So here are a couple of quick paintings I did to feed the monster I’ve
created over the years! Both were just pen drawings. I left one simple, because I loved the
colors. The second is a bit overworked
and has a different feeling entirely. And while I was painting I thought to
myself “wouldn’t it be great to do a challenge of “the 12 paintings of
Christmas”? It was then I realized--I have a real problem!!
Have an inspirational Christmas!!
LOL! I think your conversation or internal dialogue is one many of us are having this year. It seems that the joy of the season is coming from small effort, downsized decorations, and minimizing the "to do" list. I don't know if its age, the commercialism of the holiday or dealing with loss, but these smaller, more controlled projects are gratifying in a whole new way. Thanks so much for eloquently saying what I, and probably many more are feeling and thinking! Have a Merry Christmas and Blessed New Year!
ReplyDeleteI had to laugh about you changing out half of your wall art for Christmas things - I change my wall art by each season - so am I crazy? Keep doing it!!! Love your blog.
ReplyDeleteInteresting blog. I wonder what you are feeling this Christmas 2020 with all the dreadful things that are happening with the pandemic and lockdowns. Best wishes for a peaceful Christmas anyway x and thanks for sharing the paintings.
ReplyDeleteMichelle are you making Christmas cards this year?
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