OK...I give! I caught this cold and the basement flooded! I'm having the great room painted so this place looks crazy! There are 7 people traipsing through my house!
Chaos...pandemonium! There has not even been a creative thought except how best to take a nap! But you know what?? I see a light at the end of the long tunnel. There will be new carpeting in the basement now, I can paint the walls down there while the floor is bare concrete (something I didn't plan to do nor have time for) and have a new basement! I am having the very tall walls on the main floor painted and have to finish painting where the walls to the catwalk meet upstairs. In short- I have a load of stuff to do that has nothing to do with Christmas! Not to mention- this is where all my money is going!!
Upon reflection, I see that each home improvement project is begun because of some disaster! So when I get a room finished and decorated, I'd probably live with it my entire life if some impetus did not move me toward change. I did not use to be like this. I used to rearrange the furniture almost as often as I vacuumed. I had new decorating ideas and new home improvement projects going all the time. I refinished furniture, stenciled and faux finished walls, made curtains and slipcovers, shopped flea markets- and I loved it!
I think decorating fulfilled a creative need of mine. At the time I was not painting. I had only done ceramics in high school and in college I got a D in watercolor. That was enough to discourage me from continuing. (I was easily discouraged!) Fine art was not the focus then and I put my efforts into practical applications in school and decorated my home with a creative gusto.
Now that I paint, I do not find the need for change in decor the way I once did. In fact, I am going white on white with natural elements which I find restful to the eye and enhance my paintings on the wall. (or is it really because there are too many color choices and I love them all so much I cannot make a decision??) I do love color!
I guess while this blog series is not at all turning out at all the way I had hoped, I am learning to stay open to all possibilities and try to roll with the punches. Not easy for me, and Christmas cards will be late, but I will most certainly not be watching all the programs I DVR when I'm too busy to watch regularly! I will keep you posted on the progress of my Christmas prep as well as the decorating ideas I may have.
All this falls under the category of creativity. It all serves to keep my creative spirit alive and fresh. It matters not how it manifests itself, and I can let it's sources and applications change. Change is the only constant in this world. Control is largely an illusion! I think I will try to embrace that and see where it takes my creative spirit!!
Until tomorrow!
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